I accepted the offer to work on MICU West and MICU North when COVID started to become a reality. Over the next couple of months, we knew the MICU was going to staff the COVID ICU. I started in August, so all of the changes were happening before I arrived. I came into something that I didn’t expect, but it was something the world didn’t expect.
Starting Her Nursing Career in a Pandemic
It was definitely an interesting start. For new nurses, we have a 20-week orientation. But for us, we did our first eight weeks only in the regular MICU to take care of stable patients. Then we worked two weeks in the COVID ICU. After we got a little comfortable, we started phase two with sicker patients. I was learning two different jobs in the same orientation period.
I came into something that I didn’t expect, but it was something the world didn’t expect.
- Shanice Artis
nurse, Medical Intensive Care Unit
The first few times I was working on the COVID unit, my preceptor would go into the patient room at the same time as me. But as we progressed through orientation, it depended on what you and your preceptor felt comfortable with. We were concerned about conserving PPE, so I went in alone if it was something I could do on my own.
It definitely took some getting used to, but in the same vein, everyone was learning about this patient population together.
Glimpses of Hope
During orientation, we were working three days a week and taking nurse residency classes. When I came off orientation last January/February, we were at our peak with 24 COVID ICU patients, and mandatory overtime was there. So now I had to pick up extra shifts. When I wasn’t at work, I would watch TV and do things not nursing-related to kind of decompress.
I remember it was daunting realizing that many of the patients I’d been taking care of are dead now. But there were glimpses of hope. There is a wall on the COVID unit with pictures of survivors. It will say they spent two months on ECMO (heart and lung machine) or two months on a ventilator and now they’re smiling and able to walk.
Forging a Stronger Resolve
For me, this experience made me have a stronger resolve. It did feel purposeful, but it was definitely hard, especially for all of the preceptors. Like a lot of people, they were burnt out from all the changes happening and, at the same time, having to be able to teach us.
It was, for a lot of people, the toughest year ever. If this is how we’re starting our nursing careers, hopefully it only gets better from here. The MICU environment stayed supportive through all of it. I think our team is incredible and everyone supports each other.
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